_____the human heart feels things the eyes cannot see & knows what the mind cannot understand

courage `

Monday, December 22, 2008

...to throw it all away.

the smoothness of your cheeks;
the smell of your hair;
the comfort of your shoulder.

I'm sorry.

*

my fingers still bear the lingering tang of the onions I'd chopped for today's dinner lol.

dreamspired lost in fairytale land
12/22/2008 11:00:00 PM

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sometimes it's wrong to walk away `

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

ying's atcl exam today;
page turned for her.
the whole thing wasn't too bad.
and how glad and smiley she was after it all!

oh man i'm still afraid of opening cans;
like those can drinks or food cans.
i'm so gonna have to enlist the help of my neighbours when i go over!!

packing.
progress thus far: 5%.
i need to stop dreaming and step on it!

*

How insensitive
I must have seemed
When he told me that he loved me
How unmoved and cold
I must have seemed
When he told me so sincerely
Why he must have asked
Did I just turn and stare in icy silence
What was I to do?
What can you do?
When a love affair is over?

Now he's gone away
And I'm alone
With a memory of his last look
Vague and drawn and sad
I see it still
All the heartbreak in his last look
How he must have asked,
Did I just turn and stare in icy silence
What was I to do?
What can one do
When a love affair is over?

dreamspired lost in fairytale land
12/16/2008 05:18:00 PM

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line `

Monday, December 15, 2008

nothing much really happened today,
yet it felt as though it was otherwise.

i am so blur i tell you;
i got to work today at 1030 when the first lesson for the day was to actually start at 1115!

but it's okay (: ethan wong is OH-MY-GAWD-so-darn-cute please! my first student of the day. when he left i couldn't stop smiling, still. he seemed like a normal lil kid initially. then i don't know why, but it took me half a century to realise that his hair is uber cool? it's like of those rappers kind. and he's very friendly. at one point of time he kept trying to play around with his long sleeved shirt. like hand in hand out. hahaha he looked (/looks) super adorable! i asked him at the end of the lesson how old's he, and he said "six". he's really small for his age! then i commented "so you're going to primary one soon? wow... are you excited!" and then he kept smiling (omg! i love his smile!), and said "i'm more excited that you" lol. he's going to acs barker, and that "my mummy is driving me to school every day".

oh, and i know where he lives too! :D

yesterday -
timbre was fine.
good fellas.
service was substandard, though.

the bill came just a second after (oh wait, i think it was the same second) the first order landed on our table. the things on our table got swept off under our mouths from time to time. even when there was still food (okay, one more potato wedge). the thing that hit me most (you'll understand why) was when i popped in my pills, and was going to down the water from my own bottle, and this waitress said that "no outside drinks are allowed".

nice.

anyhow, thanks bel (and joel and ming) for the colours! (:
love you always dear!

dreamspired lost in fairytale land
12/15/2008 12:18:00 AM

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the words you're whispering to me `

Monday, December 01, 2008

alrights, let's see.
phone bought, check.
cam, check.
laptop, check.

((:

photos below are all courtesy of my new sony phone;
the cam's 3.2mp though.

this leaves me with the winter clothes!
but for now, i should log off now
and prepare for tomorrow's paper.

dreamspired lost in fairytale land
12/01/2008 04:16:00 PM

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delirious `

Thursday, November 27, 2008

maybe it's the weather

maybe it's the time

maybe it's the lack of it, nay

or maybe it's the speed of it, simply

maybe it's just me.

phil just wants to be left alone.

at the moment, at least.

she's happy this way.

sep applications, emails, sends, confirmations.

or rather,

applications, emails, sends, waits, waits, waits.

efficiency.

and i had to address such issues at this time.

oh, sitex also had to be held at this time, too.

nonetheless, i think i should be going down tomorrow.

worked the most part of yesterday (as per last wednesday) and also made my way to the bank in between. saw zixuan in the grade one class again! (a lil disappointed when she didn't come last week) oh have i told you? she's one of my favouritest favourites ((: uber cute. she's seven this year, but apparently she's as big as her k1 sister! no double eyelids, but still very pretty. her voice also isn't quite the sort that you find in typical lil girls of high pitched, ear-intolerant expressions. i like her hair too, and the way it's being tied week after week. it was sort of messy that day cause her mom didn't tie it for her and she got the teacher to do it instead. and the teacher wasn't quite familiar with using that kind of fancy hairclip. so it ended up somewhat untidy, and i couldn't help but laugh and comment that "yea, it's a bit messy". the teacher's reply was that "it's MORE than messy!" lol. anyhow, she still looked good please! i'm even contemplating that i'd tie my hair the way she does!

oh no i'm missing her already.

anyways, she hurried into class yesterday, and before long the teacher told her that

"your sister is improving, you know."

zixuan: which one?

teacher: how many sisters have you got?

zixuan: one.

hahaha! oh mann she's super duper ultra kwuutee okay! i want a daughter like her next time.

this one is like the incident the other time, when the teacher asked this other girl shamutga which was her right leg (fyi: many of these lil girls take time, really, to get past their confusion between the right and the left). evidently, sham was unsure. so she asked her how many legs she's got. and the next thing we all saw was sham looking down to count the number of legs!!

tsk.

ran on monday, and apparently my warm-downs weren't sufficient; some residual aches yesterday, and i was pretty glad it didn't affect ballet yesterday. lesson was great, as usual. but, either it's just me getting old, or the one week break in lieu with yesterday's 'float 1, and float 2, and float 3... float n, where n=7', aka adage, fondue, releves and all the other balances required, thereby led to my right calf experiencing a certain sensation since this morning.

anyhow, i admit that i doubted it when the teacher said it's a thousand calories lost with every leg up in that balance, but in any case, it all left me hungry afterward.

bought this dress the other day! (:

dreamspired lost in fairytale land
11/27/2008 02:47:00 PM

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quantum of rock `

Sunday, November 09, 2008

PD treat on friday.
Quantum of Solace.
The Cathay.

12 lovely tickets for the night.
of which two fell into the gulf of no return (or should it be 'point', rather),
frittered away.

anyhow, a pity the log guys couldn't make it!
shall fix another day to reward them (:

oh yes but we've got one representative yea, sam? :D

Timbre @ the substation afterward.
music was pretty good that night;
enjoyed the performance by UnXpected.
their rendition of I'll Survive was droll yet somewhat comfortable.

omg look at james!

LOL.

siok's lime margarita.

kai's strawberry lime marg;

i like! (:

triple cheese pizza once again! (:

my second time having it.

well that friday was quite a barmy one.

headed down to the embassy in the morning;

got over to book the movie tickets for the night;

tutorial at noon;

rushed to complete my 'abalone shell' project by 5pm;

another tutorial right after that.

then it was time to relax after all the rush (:

tze and i were contemplating if we should still head down to alvin's 21st birthday celebration at one of those changi bungalows, but it didn't make much sense to do so when we were still at timbre at like 1plus? though i wouldn't quite mind. so we went down yesterday night instead, together with daniel. haha i still think it's quite cool - alvin's our mutual friend! we all saw one another on the shuttle bus on tuesday and alvin was really quite surprised. and there you go again - it's uni; every one knows every one else!

dreamspired lost in fairytale land
11/09/2008 07:40:00 PM

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the honesty's too much `

Monday, November 03, 2008

well halloween this year was so celebrated by yours truly.

the one at Munchie Monkey's (a first-time collaboration with bizcom), followed by the one at The Arena. talking about the former, i reckon i don't have much to talk about it, though. some say that the lights must have been too bright etc. but regardless, i say it's still the overall course of events. there could very well have been a whole load more of egggciting stuff to hold that night? i guess it says it all when you see a whole group of people deriving their share of frights from all those rounds of heart attack!

the dracs!

and then it was part II @ The Arena

i believe we all had fun that night! it was somewhat a different experience for me, anyhow. really danced the whole time until 5plus am? must have been the live band there; not bad.

along the streets out there at clarke quay were all these stilt fellas walking around, to add to the numbers of mummys, bunnies and other boogies of halloween.

this girl is uber cute, yes?
she was at the counter for the guest list at the club.

"ohhh???"

like this picture a lot, too (:

yea, we didn't sleep that night at all.
got home the next morning, and i slept in the train such that i oversat by a station. bleah. anyways, the eventual realisation of my depletion in energy resulted in the entire afternoon restfully spent in la la land.

sunday was quite a restful day for me, too.
yes someone's getting a tad too comfortable!
yikes.

caught Burn After Reading in the evening just.
lame show, really.
anyhow, i finallyyy satisfied my chocolate shake at billybombers today! (: (:

dreamspired lost in fairytale land
11/03/2008 09:52:00 PM

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